LiS+En 2 V's ❤

what is the matter?

2011-07-20T02:30:00.001+08:00

what is happening to me?

drastic change within 2 weeks time...

feel sleepy around 10pm VS super awake during 10pm

start to fall sleep around 11pm VS still super awake during 11pm

sleep like nobody's business at 12am VS awake like nobody's business

Wat the .....

somebody tell me what is my problem? pleaseeeeeeee~~~

MeAniNg Of ♥

2011-07-05T01:33:00.000+08:00

Me@n!nG of L♥ve :

Listen , listen to one's need and lend a helping hand.

Obligation, loving each other need to have more tolerance

Value, respect, treasure and give compliment from true feeling.

Excuse, forgive & forget, accept every single part of the person.

this is why i'm saying i LOVE you.

♥ to ♥

2011-07-04T02:01:00.000+08:00

can you tell the taste of the canned drink by seeing the labels and ingredients ?

this is the story:
A friend of mine told me about a girl who got married to a guy who is rich and loved that girl a lot.
that girl keep holding on to this relationship because her man loved her and this man fulfill her needs (reality always comes along when it comes to marriage, don't u agree?) Even though friend of that rich guy tell the rich guy not to marry the girl because she might just love his money but not love him.
but the guy still stand on his own ground and make the decision to marry her.
From my perspective, love is a must and so do money. You won't die without love but you will die without money to buy food. This is reality. This is truth. This is life.
and so who doesn't want her bf/husband to be rich enough to get herself a better life? now tell me, who don't...

i wish to and so i demand...to my man. i need him to be succeed in his career. Things has to be done and attitude/behavior to be change in order to success or to be a better man. i might not right at all times but i provide solutions and effort to make things better.

I've told that girl about my disappointment but i didn't told her about how my man changed. For real, he is now improving. I can see the differences. So the decision i might do that i told the girl previously is on hold now, most probably it won't be happening. but i didn't tell anyone. why should i explain? this is me and my man's own business.

Regarding the issue of i flirt with other guy(those people who accused me will know who am saying), as a matter of fact, YOU may go and ask that particular guy, did i go and flirt with them or do i ever flirt with them seriously. Even if i really do, does that encounter any issue to YOU?

Am glad that YOU care so much for MY MAN. He didn't even say anything but YOU feel he is a poor thing because Your assumed that i flirt with other guy and hurting him. Brilliant....

To: B,

I'm glad that you trusted me and supported me and i won't blame you for not telling me the truth previously. i know what you've done is to protect me. i'm touched when you said : " 身为男朋友都还没出声，我知道你的个性，所以我没介意。但是她却害我心爱的人哭，我很心疼。"
you know friend means a lot to me, i really appreciate your help. now that i know what to do, don't worry, everything will be fine soon.

♥ Vivi ♥

moral of the day :-

What real friend means?
When you're doing the right thing, they encourage you but not teasing you.
When you're doing the wrong thing, they will correct you or maybe tell you that you are wrong directly but not keep it silently and treat you like nobody.

那一天

2011-06-11T01:44:00.000+08:00

“那一天”，熟惜又陌生的一天。。

“那一天”，在我们记忆里的一天。。

“那一天”，让我们之间有更多一天的一天。。

不知道你还记得“那一天”吗？

so far away~*

2011-06-10T02:37:00.001+08:00

it's near and yet it's far....

we're so close and yet so far...

we're kinda far and yet still close...

i still ♥ you though...
you might not know that i do that much...
but i really do...

a short one indeed,

Good night Dear~*

Balancing point

2011-06-05T02:24:00.001+08:00

Somehow i envy you...
Both of us are from 2 extreme point...
One care too much
Another one doesn't care at all...
How nice it will be if both of our personality can blend into a mixture of balancing personality...
Nah, this isn't a magic world but a realistic world where you have to face different type of personality and to deal with it...
It's not like in the fairy tale that witch is always bad person and snow white is always a kind, pretty and innocent person...
People are far more complicated than you can imagine... You'll never know unless you met them in person...
Am just being too lazy to read these complicated mind...or you may say i'm stupid enough to get cheated or innocent in other words...
I love ME...
Learn to love yourself more.. Cos nobody else will do.. :p

Never get enough

2011-05-18T00:27:00.001+08:00

Human being wasn't born to be greedy...
Wasn't born to be demanding...
Wasn't born to be materialistic...
Wasn't born to be selfish
Wasn't born to be sarcastic
Wasn't born to be realistic
And yet everyone has at least one of the feature i listed above...nah nah nah.. Don't deny...
So do i...
We are such a bunch of imperfect people to make sure we can fit into this imperfect world... This is why nobody is perfect...
Holla~ good night my world~

Worth it?

2011-05-12T22:00:00.000+08:00

Is it what i've been waiting for worth the time and effort? Kinda feel like giving up... Nobody will know wat is deep inside, people take it for granted.. But While am sacrificing my time, effort and $$... I wish i can make a better future. But i'm not sure whether i can get the exact result i wanted. AmFeeling lost... Can i back to where i begin? To another point, starting point...

hot like hell

2011-05-10T00:10:00.000+08:00

wish that i can sleep naked ...

room without air-cond is really killing me these days...

sweating even though i'm lying still on the bed...wth

ok...sleep naked tonight =p

tot this is mine?

nah, u wish...XD

压抑depression

2011-05-02T13:01:00.000+08:00

压抑是一种情绪的控制方法，

在无法释放自己内心的情感的情况下，

不得已的一种方式。。

This is what i feeling for you now...

what can i do next?

depression hurts...

Afraid of What?!

2011-04-28T00:35:00.001+08:00

If you had all the wisdom of the universe you would know that there is nothing to fear. You would know that you are eternal and boundless, but in your limited and confined human form, you feel vulnerable and afraid. Afraid of what others might think of you, afraid of what you think of yourself, afraid for your body, afraid for your mind, afraid for your emotions.

But you say, there is so much pain and suffering in this world, so much violence and unrest, how can we not be afraid, who will save us?

All the pain and suffering, worry and doubt that brings more to you. Your fear brings more fear, your worry brings more worry, your pain brings more pain.

It's like a magnetic power that it seeks you out, it needs to join with you, it seeks your power. For within your fear and worry is power, and the negativity and fear in your world seeks this, feeds on it, and only becomes more powerful.
Why would you want this ? Do you not earnestly desire, peace, rest, security and safety?

Just relax dear one, come into the light allow your loving heart to guide you.

❤Just LoviNg it ❤

2011-04-27T01:12:00.000+08:00

Creative way to show ?

2011-04-25T23:28:00.001+08:00

Yeap~ it's Korean Song but you want it to be creative so i gave you my creativity.

i know you can't understand so hereby the translation for this song. =)

You know who you are....don't ask.

TVXQ- Hug
Translation

(Young Woong)
I want to be your bed in your room for just a day
I want to make you go to sleep, comfortably, warmly in my arms
(Mickey)
for you, I'd win over all your problems and all your busy errands,
Even the monster in your dream

(Young Woong)
I wonder how a day without me passes by for you
Im so curious to how much you really love me

(Sia)
I want to be your diary in your little drawer
I want to put all your secrets in my heart, without you knowing

(ChoiKang)
I want to be your kitty for just a day
You feed it warm milk and softly embrace it

(UKnow)
Seeing your playfulness with the cat and your cute kisses to it
I guess I even felt a little jealous

(Mickey) My heart is like this...
(Sia) You're the only person who can see it
(Mickey) No matter who I see, or where I am,
(Sia)I only look at you

(ChoiKang)
I want to be your close lover just for a day
I'd be able to listen to your accomplishments and even your complaints
(Sia)
Just for you

(ChoiKang)
In my heart, in my soul
Love is still something thats awkward to me but
(Young Woong)
I want to you give you everything in this world
Even if it would only be in my dreams

(ChoiKang)
My heart is like this
Just the fact that I can watch over you,
(Sia)
Makes me so grateful, Im so happy, even if I lack a lot

(Young Woong)
I want to be your lover forever
When you are in my arms, I want to become stone
So we can stay this way forever

credits: Aheeyah / SUPER;DDONG

順其自然 Let it Be

2011-04-25T00:21:00.000+08:00

Dedication to all my beloved family, friends and also colleagues aka my kakiss gang~*
no matter what life bring us, feel it through...
experience it through...
accept it through...
and lastly you'll understand what your life truly brings you.
whether it's good or bad circumstances, just F.A.C.E it.
If you need someone, i'm here =)
When i need someone, i hope you'll be there too.

Just like the meaning of this song,
❤順其自然 Let it Be ❤
Deeply in love with all HER songs....touching + meaningful...
i can feel what she is singing/expressing...in ❤.

會呼吸的痛

2011-04-20T05:26:00.000+08:00

listen to this song in radio after work...

it relieves although it's a sad song...

Late but Early

2011-04-18T23:40:00.000+08:00

Special thanks dedication to
SYLVIA CHUAH
EIFFEL CHUAH
STEVENSON TEOH
DANSEN CHEOH
for the
belated bird day present which is actually should be early bird day present.

I would love to use it by now but due to having lotsa pimples now. so wait.
P/S: Sylvia chuah make me to post this. XD

But sincerely thanks for the bird day gift~ i heart you all~*

Wait

2011-04-18T07:45:00.001+08:00

You may keep me waiting
But not too long
Because i might left when i feel that's the end of the story...
Timing countsss....
bear with it...
So try not to put me in the waiting list
Or u'll be out of my list..

I had a dream last night..
Hope it will be just a dream

been fooled

2011-04-14T00:02:00.000+08:00

People tend to speak A way in front of you,
and when others ask them the same thing they will say B way.
tired of this shit
when can i get rid of this?
can i speak it out?
Do i have the right?
am i'm too stupid to always believing in what they said or they are too smart in turning & fooling me around?
i'm like an innocent child wanting a sweet,
elder tell me to do A and so i do A,
but i'm not getting the sweet that i wanted.
am not getting what i want~!!! how can that be?
just felt so stupid...
just stupid can describe...

scary scary night...

2011-04-13T00:28:00.000+08:00

have you ever been blank minded + your world suddenly lost all the voices and sound?
I've just experienced it.
Was walking at pasar malam....done buying food and heading home...
when i reach the T-junction...there is a few car passing by.
i was sure that there is no more vehicles passing by,
so i keep walking...walking and walking...
my mind was thinking about something...
and i felt like bump into another world
there are people around but no sound or voices around me...
when i 'woke up', the motor is just less than 10cm from me..passing by in front of me..trying to break...
i didn't even notice it exists.
thank god, i didn't step forward 1 more step...or else i'll be in hospital now d...
scary experience...real scary...

ToUcHeD

2011-04-01T00:02:00.003+08:00

within this week, it's kinda happening...

From Mon 28/3, it's my bird day and convo day and working day.

was rushing to make my work done before i leaving to prepare for convo.

ma parent came over to KL for convo and also my bird day.

i'm glad that my parents are with me during my bird day even though there is no bird day cake around.

**except the one Nat's daddy gave me the small lil tiny chocolate cake** thanks to uncle~

took quite alot of pictures with my USQ gangs aka USQ coursemates.

sorry for the late upload, been busy. will update to my FB soon. =p

btw, thanks for those who tagged me in the graduation photo. i *heart* u~

Tuesday, 29/3

whole day busying at outlet, hoping to run smooth for next day's opening.

couldn't really sleep well because it's the 3rd baby outlet for me that i handled it on my own.

my boss was kinda like din bother about it,

my senior said:" your boss really not worry hor...let u do everything by ur own"

indeed, she was like that. but thanks to her, i managed everything by my own and i learned more.

Wednesday, 30/3

which is the day of the opening~

Finally it has come to a relieved moment that i can rest really well without stressing on the opening schedule.

Not much complaints luckily. Only small matters. Thanks to god~

Thursday, 31/3

which is today, morning went to "dating" with my colleague at outlet. just kidding ~ i mean working...

rush back to office before lunch cos my gf start to "fat lan cha" i din accompany her for lunch few days d...

in the end, they gave me a surprise bird day celebration at office pantry which makes me burst out crying.

i was touched and thankful because i have them all as my colleague and as well as my family member in KL.

i know i look ugly in this pic but i got the courage to post it.

Kakisss~ ta~ da~~

丁当♥一半

2011-03-27T01:30:00.002+08:00

indeed a very meaningful song,

Someone seems can read my mind

knowing that i'm looking for this song...although i didn't tell anyone yet

send to me by surprise~

my 1st time listen to this song when i was on the way to work listening to OneFm,

was attracted by the lyric...

by then, i share this video here..

enjoy ~♥

it's been nice knowing you

2011-03-14T23:56:00.000+08:00

ever since i know you,

couldn't stop myself from talking with u (maybe bcos too long never had a new friend)

kinda like excited ever since that day

waiting for your messages...

Thank you for being there with me although it's not really be with me physically,

thank you my friend.

Tragedy or Karma?

2011-03-14T00:57:00.000+08:00

i believe these few days whenever you on your TV or radio or computer,
you can see earthquake / tsunami that happen in Japan...
i felt sympathy to those victims on what had happened to them,
they lost their home, job, or maybe even their loved ones.
Everything is being washed out...
But this recalls what Japan did to China,
Nanjing case which was a painful history, lots of human life being sacrificed...
Just because of their feel their pleasure and victory and the f*cking proud face
innocent are being killed. Does today's tragedy makes a karma scene to most of the people in China or even every Chinese people.
Do they feel Japan deserved this?
But from what i thought,
History is history,
we can't blame young generation for what their ancestor do.
they don't even know what is happening for real that time
cos Japan don't have any academic subject for history.
Rest in peace for those victims
and
may God bless you for those who is in Japan.

New Hp~♥

2011-03-12T18:35:00.000+08:00

Right after a month my hp was admitted into ICU,

finally i have a proper handphone to use now~~

♥♥♥♥ Iphone 4 ♥♥♥♥

brighten up my days~♥

and now i'm looking for this~

i wan fully covered casing~

either purple or pink colour will do..

where got cheap and nice casing ah??

anyone can tell me??

Always been changing

2011-02-27T13:45:00.000+08:00

have you ever been thinking : "if i could, i wish to stop at this perfect moment..."

There is nothing in this world can be immortal even if some people said memory could lasts forever.

Memory could have been slowly washed away with the tik tok time~*

Could you catch the moment of happiness and hold it for the rest of your life?

Could you keep on having the same feeling to a person from the moment you meet him/her?

we're always been changing....always...

Aries = Me

2011-02-12T10:36:00.002+08:00

白羊座

之所以说白羊座的人值得爱，并不是因为他们有多优秀，而恰恰是因为他们的不完美……

在白羊座的字典里永远没有“利用”两个字，他们不懂得什么叫阿谀奉承，什么叫阳奉阴违

，白羊座的人选择人做朋友永远是看你是否“值得交”，而不是看你是否“有价值”。

在白羊座的字典里永远没有“上赶着”三个字，白羊座的人永远只会去留意那些善意的向他

们示好的人们，而不会为了达到某种目的去刻意与人攀关系。

白羊座的人并不是真的“很傻很无邪”，而是“很真很潇洒”，他们并不是不了解现实的残

酷，并不是看不穿人与人之间利益的熏染，而是他们不想争，不想争并不代表没有野心，不

想争并不是因为无能，而是在他们看来，一辈子的友情远远值钱于那短暂的利益……

就算有一天白羊座的人想去争了也是选择“增加自己绳子的长度”，而不是费劲脑汁地扯断

别人的绳子……白羊座的人永远不会为了所谓的“自己的利益”而与朋友撕破脸，他们这种

不易被察觉的豁达是一般星座人比不了的。

永远不要和白羊座的人玩心机，他们不计较不代表他们傻，不要因为自己占了白羊座便宜就

沾沾自喜，不要以为你伤害了重友情的他们他们就会为此而苦恼……白羊座的热情和绝情只

在转瞬间，他们只在乎在乎他们的人，对于他们来说被骗点感情和钱不算什么，说的再讽刺

一点就是多你一个不多，少你一个不少，如果你选择背叛出卖他们，都不用他们刻意的把你

当屁放了，你自己就顺理成章的把自己归为不是个玩意那堆里了。

你可以有本事让白羊座的人“认输”“认栽”“认倒霉”，但是白羊座人的字典里永远没有

“认错”两个字，明明他们也知道是自己的错。请原谅白羊座人这个最大的毛病——好面子

，其实他们心里特别想跟你和好，所以这个时候希望你能给他们一个小小的台阶下……我敢

说他们马上就会主动反省，向你道歉的。

白羊座的人脾气急，易冲动。与白羊座的人相处要时刻绷紧神经，要紧跟他们的步伐，这样

才会让他们感觉到与你合作的痛快、默契，合拍。

白羊座的人永远都是刀子嘴豆腐心，他们最毒的地方永远都是那张一天白呼个没完没了的嘴

，请不要怕与白羊座的人争吵，因为只要他们还能跟你说话，就说明事情还没到不能商量不

能解决的地步，说明他们还没有真的生气。真正被惹怒的白羊座往往是连瞅都不稀瞅你的。

白羊座永远都是那么的倔强，如果他们讨厌一个人，就一定要表现出来，一定要让那个人知

道，就算水深火热当中，也绝对要咬紧牙关绝不张口向那个人请求支援……所以说抗战时期

的白羊座如果被俘虏了绝对是死的最惨的那批。

白羊座的人最为真实，他们把怒哀乐都表现在脸上，不懂得什么是伪装，什么叫强颜欢笑，

从来都是有一说一，有二就不会说三。

就算你很风骚，或很坏，白羊座的人都不会介意，只要你表现的真实，骚但不装清纯，坏但

不藏心机，就会被白羊座的人欣赏。

如果你与他们冷战很久想要缓解，慢慢来，别太热情，会吓到小白羊的，会让他们觉得受宠

若惊，他们不太会表达自己的感情，不知道怎么去回报别人，可是对他们好的他们会永远记

得，有好东西一定与你分享，如果你们分享不到他们的东西，那一定是因为他们没钱而不是

不想花钱。

白羊座的人在正常情况说出的话就一定是真的，请相信他们。白羊座的人最讨厌的就是自以

为是的人，那种总是用自己的思想去揣摩他们心理得人。他们最讨厌别人对他们的话不相信

，然后说什么“你是不是这么想的你心里清楚”之类的话……白羊座的人会觉得特别委屈。

要记住社会再黑暗，人们再圆滑，也还是有一些人保持心中的那一份净土，对别人坦诚的，

那就是白羊座。

白羊座的人很难做人的，其实他们骨子里相当孤傲的，很喜欢安静，不喜欢多说话，可是又

不得不想让周围的人因为他们的存在而感到快乐和幸福！所以，稍微稳当点的白羊座会被人

说成清高，活泼点的就被人说成“二”……请理解白羊座，清高的并没有瞧不起谁，“二”

的只是为了你们能开心，幸福。

白羊座的人值得去爱，愿爱着白羊的孩子们永远幸福！

Do Something That Make You Happy

2011-02-12T01:35:00.000+08:00

Doing something which is so so so simple and that can makes you feel good.

i've done it, have you?

failed one...unstable with only 1 hand holding Fuji instax mini 7s

2nd one seems not too bad...but not good enough

finally whole hand in...but too bright...@@

last ~*

super blur after scanned and cropped in FB..

updates~*

2011-02-10T00:01:00.000+08:00

been holiday in Penang for almost a week time, had great time with my family
but the bad news is HP been send to repair cos dropped into water plus Car being hit and run..somemore
purse also rosak...all come in 1 shot.
really bad luck...
but my gamble luck not too bad, gamble 3 times for the whole CNY,
each time i win 2 bucks...not too bad la...
back to KL at Monday night, was wondering how good if i got more holiday....
keep dreaming la...
work in the next day~ was kinda happy cos getting ang pauSSsSSsSss in office~ Huat ar~
and 1 more thing is i got a big hamper during Lou Sang lucky draw session...
my luck coming back~ woohooo~!!

Me and Esther with our hamper~* lucky me and her...

Ma Dear KakissSssSss

wish this good luck will go on with me for the rest of this Bunny Year~*

and here comes my movie marathon
Tuesday night watched All well ends well...awesomely funny...at least it cheers me~

and tonight watched Homecoming which is even more gao xiu~* laugh till i cannot stop...stay in the cinema until the last scene..hoping there will be more and more funny scenes....Fantabulous....~*
But there is one thing i really need to say is Graphic Designer who do the poster really beh ki lo~
take a closer look on cecelia or any of the female artist hair, simply cut out and it's so so so Ugly.. Beh Ki-ness...Fire this graphic designer la...curi tulang till so obvious...

back to reality, just got a bad news from one of our friend Bali Khoo who got in accident at Tanjung Malim.
i wondered if he injured or not, hopefully nothing happen except his car send to garage to repair. God Bless U..

i was still wondering should i go or not to my Convocation on my bird day...working schedule is clashing with the ceremony day. should i go ? or not to go??

movie goer i am~❤

2011-01-30T23:22:00.006+08:00

within 3 weeks of time,
i've finished Great Day, Green Hornet, Shaolin, Season of the Witch, Faster, Gulliver's travel,Tron's legacy, The Tourist....All in January~*

List of Movie that i'm going to watch before April starts~❤ woohooo busy me~*

~~HOMECOMING~~
PARANORMAL ACTIVITY 2
THE RED EAGLE
THE WAY BACK
~~I LOVE HONG KONG~~
~~ALL'S WELL ENDS WELL 2011~~
YOGI BEAR
~~WHAT WOMEN WANT~~
THE RITE
~~THE MECHANIC~~
NO STRINGS ATTACHED
SANCTUM
127 HOURS
BURLESQUE
I AM NUMBER FOUR
RANGO
JUST GO WITH IT
HOP

Anyone want to join me? heheehee....

ordinary saturday with extraordinary me~*

2011-01-30T01:54:00.000+08:00

倪安東(Anthony Neely) - Sorry that i loved you

seriously i'm falling in love with him...aww...=p
he is so prrreeeettyyy~
previously heard of his name and this song...but i didn't know he is so so so pretty.
even prettier than cha bor...
i lose jor..lolx
Thanks to the gang who sharing those song with me =)
totally in love~*

alright, here comes the story....
My GM called me up on the office phone, and ask " eh, you got work ah today?"
i wanted to reply her :" if not, who going to pick up this call and talk to u o?"
but of cos i didn't la...
and follow by a very kek shui request from her.
GM: "eh you prepare comfirmation letter for yourself and miss S."
Me: " oh..........(speechless)"
GM:" you know what i mean or not?? effective from 1st Feb yea"
Me: "oh....okok...understand..."
GM: "ok la, bye bye"
Me: " oh...bye bye"
so i sat there and stoned for a few seconds.
Think again what she requested and i almost laugh out loud in the quiet office.
Prepare my own confirmation letter for myself, kek sui dao~

by then, went back home after 1 with someone's help ~ thanks for the ride. he know who he is ~

once home, saw an eggie in front of my house. really dunno what to do with it. take it inside or leave it outside?
that eggie still got some blood covering on the shell, kinda disgusting. in the end, i put it aside at the corridor so that nobody will step on it. God bless eggie.

clean up my room, do laundry, clean vabbit poo poo~ and then took a nap...till 8pm...
didn't know i could sleep so long in the afternoon. maybe i was too tired. =p
woke up with tummy ache comes along. blardy hell...
didn't took anything wrong mah but tummy ache pulak.

so here i am still awake at 2am blogging here with not comfy tummy. =(

January Bird Day Babies

2011-01-26T00:51:00.001+08:00

A Special dedication to All my January Bird day Friends

Lyzanne Ang aka Lee Sien
Helen Teo aka Yen Bing
Stevenson Teoh aka Aik Hong
Elson Tham aka Cher Lit
Jocelynn Lim aka Cheng May
Nicholas Kee aka Ah Kee (8TV)
Peter Kee aka Kian Yi
Kayleigh Kew aka Yen Mei
Christopher Dai aka Chris the so-called charming (he tot so, i saja pui hap)
Kenny Chung aka Ken Ken
Kuan Than aka ex boss aka cousin
Shirley Ong aka Shirley
Lee Jacklin aka Lee Lee
Omesh Mahtani aka Nat's Bro
Royblin Neoh aka **forget your chinese name jor** >_<
Mervyn Phang aka Monkey lover
Yint Ting
Will Sean
Joule Joe aka ah Joe
Tse Ning aka Ning Jie Jie
Plus Project de Perry~ althoough i dont really know u. =p

Chinese New Year is around the corner...
so fast neh~* it's gonna be a rush New year for me i think.
Girls and Guys, Dudes and Divas~
Do enjoy your Bird day~*

❤m@ current faVouriTesSs❤

2011-01-24T23:28:00.003+08:00

my new favourite~*

For my Special Love One ~*❤

love the rhythm and cheeky and relaxing one indeed.

Somebody said i look nice with my hair tie up. Well, Thanks for the compliment even though i'm thinking the same way too...(perasan sangat pulak) lolx...

ma instax mini~ 1 shot took 5 pieces during sunday shooting.

❤❤❤❤❤

super love~!!!!

我喜欢你，但我不敢爱你。

2011-01-24T23:15:00.000+08:00

我喜欢你，那我可以凭一时的冲动为你做好多好多的事，不计较你是否喜欢我；

但我不敢爱你，因为如果爱你，我会期望你为我做同样的事，时间久了我会不平衡。

我喜欢你，那我可以傻傻地喜欢着你；
但我不敢爱你，因为我认为爱，应该是相互的。

我喜欢你，那我可以一直很激情地疯狂地；
但我不敢爱你，因为爱太理智，我总会在对比中迷失自己。

我喜欢你，那我可以默默地，偶尔跳出来吓你一跳；
但我不敢爱你，因为爱太需要一直好好表现，永远拴住你的心，我暂时还没有那个自信。

我喜欢你，所以我才会那么多那么多看似疯狂而不靠谱的事情；
但我不敢爱你，因为你的爱太难得到，我想留下的是我一心一意喜欢你的回忆。

我喜欢你，所以我才会默默地不做声，不期待你的音信；
但我不敢爱你，因为爱的要求总是太多，我没有资格要求什么。

我喜欢你，所以我才想贴近你的生活；
但我不敢爱你，因为你似乎没有想要了解我。

我喜欢你，才会告诉自己要高贵一些；
但我不敢爱你，因为我不想让自己变得卑微。

我喜欢你，但我不敢爱你。

撒娇篇 being flighty

2011-01-24T00:48:00.000+08:00

guys like girl being flighty, don't they?

especially in the phone,

when a guy talking in da phone with girl, preferably the girl will sound soft, cute and talk sweet~

i guess nobody will enjoy talking to a girl who sounds fierce, talks loud and sounds macho!

if i'm a guy, whenever i'm on da phone call with girls

i would expect the girl to talk soft and i would imagine the way that they speak.

sounds like a pervert, rite? XD

but who dare to admit this ?? raise your hand~

but too bad,

my boyfie also complaint that i talk too loud and doesn't sound cute or sweet in the phone...

so i'm a failed case.

how to be flighty wei~

experts, please teach me....

Chuah Sylvia said :" just be yourself"

nice one, i like it~*

i know she will say :" i know u love me so much, no need to put my name on the blog"

so i purposely do~

good night folks~*

happy reading my blog...

midnight post

2011-01-22T03:25:00.001+08:00

明知道爱情并不牢靠

但是我还是拼命往里跳

明知道再走可能是监牢

但是我还是相信只是煎熬

朋友都劝我不要不要

不要拿自己的幸福开玩笑

但是做人已经那么累

假惺惺的想要逃

在爱里连真心都不能给

这才真的真正的可笑

爱得太真太容易让自己牺牲

太容易让自己沉沦

太容易不顾一切满是伤痕

我太笨明知道你是错的人

明知道这不是缘分

但是我还奋不顾身

但我相信有点可能

可能在爱里面这样算笨

可能永远没有所谓永恒

但是我不愿放弃这里面一点点可能

宁愿笨也不想要悔恨

it's correct time for me to like this song.

such a breaking news to me and yet i feel it's normal as in i expected it happen this way.

awesome song and i love the rhythm, lyrics and i don't like Elva actually.

alright, Elva i like you for this song, OK?

i do feel sorry for him and her.But i'm not surprised actually after all that I've been through.

She is doing the thing that she told everyone i'm doing last time. In fact, i wasn't doing it.

I really feels like laughing and crying at the same time.

laughing cos it's really funny when you criticize someone you're really close with and you can still doing the same mistake someone did. Even worse than someone really do.

Crying cos i really do feel sad for what she is doing now. i mean sad in a way that envy can make things change in such a dramatical way.

Someone told me that someone love me but too shy to speak out.

Thanks for the honesty and well it's quite indirect. But i do feel sweet.

This reminds of me when i was younger, i liked him and i think he liked me too.

But we're never tell each other our feeling.

Time passed, end up we're not together.

i couldn't say is it the correct or the wrong choice.

But just to live a happy life as much as u can. Wish he will be happy with his choice now.

Hmm, no regrets will be perfect. =)

and you know, life is short when you want to enjoy. Life is long when you're suffering.

So enjoy more better than suffer more, rite?

P/S coming~

lol

1 colour represents 1 person in this post except for purple colour which is just an background colour.

haven't been touching editing software for so so so so so longgggggg~
just covering the ugly aka messy background + add wordings
ta~da~ new picha born...
hope you all like it.
and i ❤ it

work or life?

2011-01-20T23:46:00.003+08:00

Have you ever feeling tired of your life because of your work?

i shouldn't say i did, because a few friend of mine, they are superb.
salary not equal to his/her work.
working hour 12 hours and above...
No OT claim
work cycle not healthy at all (everything project from first day rush till deadline)
No time for family and friend, not even for him or herself'
No proper meal everyday
Sickening Appearance
Cannot take leave

i think it's already enough for me to give up this kind of job.
i only work for living, not losing my life.
i need money, yes i do.
but i do need my life too.
Screw Your Job if You work like a cow and You get less than you deserve.

BreakFree girls and guys~!!!!

First impression

2011-01-20T00:55:00.003+08:00

eye big big??

tired face??

seduce?? lolx

sexay kah?

wondering~

Do U feeL lansi-ness in me when you first met me?

don't hesitated to comment~ welcome welcome~*

乱水之中的乱水

2011-01-19T07:34:00.000+08:00

warning: 这个部落格是非常无聊，非常废而且连主人也不知道自己在讲什么，脾气暴躁者勿看。

在乱水当中~

冷静~ 冷静~

~完~

谢谢观赏，下次再来~

lost in the wonderland

2011-01-18T00:30:00.000+08:00

somehow

i feel lost

lost in the beautiful wonderland

lost in the perfectly imagined world

i know what i should do and what i shouldn't

but feeling keep tearing me and my mind apart

so i do what i shouldn't do and don't do what i should do.

does that sounds right?

I've been through what i'm trying to experience,

no regrets now~

i'm just gonna go with the flow~

Bring it on, Baby~!!!

nothing is perfect. so Be it~!!!!

P/S: i guess only one person in this world knows what the hell i'm talking about here. =p good night folks

Spider attack

2010-10-29T01:51:00.001+08:00

在KL过去的5天，3个女人不约而同的到医院诊疗。全部都出现同样的病症：发烧，发冷，呕吐，然后肌肉萎缩，瘫痪, 到最后死去...

他们没有特别的创伤。研究报考显示，他们的血液里有毒性。这3个女人各不相识,也没有共同点过后才发现，他们都有到过Jalan Kuchai Lama的一家餐厅用餐。

那家餐厅现在已被卫生局全面封锁了。食物，食水，冷气，统统都检验过，没有任何的发现。直到有一天，那个餐厅的女服务员也得到同样的症状。

他告诉医生，她之前在放假，回来拿支票，她没有在哪里吃喝，只是有用洗手间。
过后，他们在洗手间的坐厕盘下，找到一个小种的蜘蛛。那蜘蛛身上有带双纹。这蜘蛛具有很毒的，要几天才出现中毒的症状。这蜘蛛喜欢隐藏在冷，暗，潮湿，厕所坐盘底下刚好就是它们作息的地方。

过后几天，一名JB的律师也遭遇到同样的症状。在临死前，他告诉医生说：他因做生意要在印尼起飞，在新加坡转机。在没有回到自己的家前，他没曾到过那家餐厅，只不过，他有像那3个女人的症状，他的右屁股有被东西刺伤的痕迹。

调查显示，这飞机是从原本的印度起飞。 CAB命令全印度航空搜索全部飞机的厕所，才发现到有其中4架来至不同飞机的厕所里头有着这蜘蛛的巢。

现在相信，这蜘蛛已经蔓延到世界各地。所以，要上公共厕所的人士要小心，打开坐厕的盖，检查有没有这类型的蜘蛛。

请分享这文章，即可以救救别人，也可以救救自己的安全。

Quote of the day

2010-10-26T09:45:00.000+08:00

When life gives you a hundred reasons to cry, show life that you have a thousand reasons to smile.

saw this quote somewhere, found that life have to be like this. we won't be alive for the full 100 years
but we can make it to a happy maybe 80 years or 90 years...

so be HAPPY for living on this planet. You've got a long way to go still.

不正常 abnormal

2010-10-22T03:53:00.001+08:00

我发现占有欲其实是很可怕的东西，
i found that being possessive is a very scary creature in our heart,

它可以让一个人欣喜若狂，雀跃万分，甚至是可以杀鸡还神，
It may bring you happiness, joy and cheers,

但是它也可以让一个人辗转难眠，痛不欲生，要得死去活来，
It may also bring you suffer, pain and tears,

我不想有这种占有欲，
i do not want this kind of feeling

有谁可以帮帮我?
is there anyone out there who can help me?

把它带走，我想脱离它这个怪物~！！！！
keep it away from me, just leave me alone

现在的我，正处于第一阶段：辗转难眠
i'm currently at the first stage which is insomnia

我不想继续沦陷
i don't want to continue with this,

不停地说服自己
i keep on pursuing myself

事情不是我想的那样糟糕
things are not like how i imagined

唉~
but sigh~

我的长处就是太会瞻前顾后，太会把事情都分析到一清二楚，
the good part of me is being very logic and very analytical,

什么好什么坏，我都可以一一数出来。。
what is good and what is bad, i can differentiate very well

头脑太清晰也是不好的。。
keeping your brain too clear wasn't a good thing at all,

长处却变成了折磨自己的工具
my good part becoming tools that torturing myself

自作孽。。。
killing myself

我想睡觉，不想想那么多，行吗？
i just want to go to bed, without having so many thoughts in my mind, can i?

快四点了，我的眼睛跟我的脑袋没有任何疲累的感觉。。
it's almost 4 in the morning, my eyes and brain wasn't feeling tired at all

我真的不正常了。。。
i'm getting abnormal i guess....

Make a Wish

2010-10-20T11:02:00.001+08:00

Dear god,

10 days after 101010, now it's 20102010...
hmm, i shall make a wish then
my wish is give me 3 chance to make a wish
muahahaha, so greedy...
i want to be healthy
i want to gain weight on my boobs and butts
i want to be rich~ (everyone else does)

ang kong po pi , ang kong po pi~

With Love,
Vivi

♥女人心声♥

2010-09-30T10:41:00.003+08:00

第一心声：女人嘛，都是要爱人陪。。

就算是再普通不过的日子，都是希望她爱的人陪在她身边。。

其实女人的要求不多，就算是生日的那一天，爱人没办法送些什么礼物，

只要爱人在身边，没有礼物也没关系，就算是吃顿再普通不过的晚餐，她也会甜在心里。。

就是这么简单。。

女人的生日又开心又有不开心，

开心是爱人带着女人去邮轮过生日，花钱买礼物。。

不开心的是爱人只陪了女人几个小时，整晚就把女人抛开一边，进赌场玩了整晚。。

而当晚就正正是女人的生日。。女人只好在沙发上冷得蜷起身体，

不停的盼望爱人马上回来陪她。。可是这样的事并没有发生。。

甜的是爱人肯花心思在带女人去什么地方庆祝。。

苦的是爱人不懂女人其实去哪里都无所谓，只是要爱人陪。。却被冷落一整晚。。

所以男人啊，请你们好好的想想，这个要求很难做到吗？

第二心声：就算没办法做到，也会铁下心为他做到。。

虽然爱人花了不少钱在女人身上，但是女人在爱人生日时也付出了不少心血。。。

女人一整天在工作，放工了还要去上课，

这边交待同事帮忙拿已经定了的蛋糕，那边一个个打电话给爱人的好朋友叫他们准时出现。。

下了课，饭都还没吃就赶着去同事家拿蛋糕，然后匆匆忙忙赶到爱人家。。

女人已经精疲力尽，还是想给爱人一个惊喜。。

虽然花不多钱，但是女人的心意不比爱人的少。。

至少一整个晚上女人还是一直陪在爱人身边。。

所以男人啊，请你们再好好的想想，女人花在你们身上的钱少就代表女人不够爱你吗？

以上言论只供参考，并非指桑骂柳之举，若有人对号入座，恕不受理。

Muscle man

2010-07-27T14:13:00.001+08:00

it's been like 2 months my B went to gym consecutively on weekdays.

he is getting stronger, macho-er, and fatter of cos. lolx

for those who hasn't seen him quite sometime, will ask him: "eh, u fat ki hor?"

then i will start laughing beside him.

and i'll answer for him, "bo la, wa chi yi jiak oil la"

i'm glad that he become stronger, in other word healthier.

nicer to hug also =P

i dun have such healthy body, so i wish people around will have it.

but i'll try my best to make myself fit again. >_<

B's papa ask me, " why everytime i see you, everytime u get skinnier compare the last time?"

me: " ar.................................................................ermm.........................................(totally speechless)"

For those who started to go gym, i 100% support you~!! mentally...hahahaaha

For those who still stuck your pet pet in front of computer table, you better move your ass.

people nowadays are weaker comparing to people from a decade before, plus weather are getting bad..

yea...global warming is the word. so try your best, put some of your effort in saving our earth.

At least try~ you might not that kind of enviromentally caring men but u can try to be. =)

make yourself healthy and also our earth~*

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ PEACE ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

我喜欢

2010-07-22T12:16:00.002+08:00

我喜欢

~去看电影，嚷着要我请你看，到最后却舍不得让我出钱，硬叫我把钱收起来。。

~要进场时，总是会先问我要吃些什么，喝些什么，然后叫我等着你买来。。

~看着电影时，总是喂我吃一口，才自己吃一口。。而我就喂你喝饮料。。

~让我靠着你的肩膀看戏。。

~去到那里，都会牵着我的手。。

~一发现我不在你视线范围，就慌张地问身边的人，薇薇呢？

~去吃东西，总是先问我要吃什么。。

~去找朋友，会带我在你身边。。

~去旅行，不需要我担心旅费。。

~要找人商量事情，你虽然有时候想法有点自私但有时的确是给了很好的答案。。

~躺在你那毛毛的胸前。。听着你的心跳。。

~你放工见到我，会抱抱我，亲亲我。。

~有时候傻傻的样子，故意弄来给我笑。。

~有时候故意装成娘娘腔，惹我笑。。

~我说话的时候，你很用心的听。。

~我撒娇的时候，你学我的样子。。

~我迫切的时候，让我打你的屁屁发泄。。

~我生病·的时候，你心疼我的样子。。

~你在我面前可以不顾形象，大大声的把屁解放出来。。

~让我帮你做面膜，粘鼻贴，挤痘痘。。

~两个人在一起，不用说话，但是彼此的心紧靠着的感觉，那种不说话，看着对方会心一笑。。

~这种很真实，很快乐的感觉。。每天腻在一起也不会觉得无聊。。不管过了多久。。

♥你的我

我是copycat =)

2010-07-17T17:54:00.001+08:00

♥〈因为重视才会吵架〉♥

常常我們認為會跟一個人吵架一定是跟他感情不好，其實不然，
最容易跟家人吵架，最常跟情人吵架，最會跟好朋友吵架。
想想，原來最常跟我們有爭執的人竟然都是跟我們最親密的人，
而能夠跟我們發生爭執的人也對我們有一定的瞭解，
所以有人常說『吵架』也是一種溝通，而願意跟你吵架的人，
才是真正想瞭解你的人。

♥〈算了 / 不說了〉♥

有時候我們與人發生爭執時會說『算了』，或者『不說了』，
這兩句話其實都是殺傷力很強的話，
代表著你不想把你的想法跟他說，不想讓對方瞭解你，
也代表你們的感情會停留在原地。
有時兩個人爭執，會忽然聽到一句話『我是為你好』；
在感情的世界裡，每個人都很自私，有人常會對你說『我是為你好』，
這其實是很不負責任的說法，因為我們會把自己的觀念加諸在別人身上，
為他人決定一些事，但是再想想，對對方來說，自己的觀點真的好嗎？
你為他決定了事情，但是要負責的人卻是他，這是很不公平的，
唯有他自己才能決定什麼是對自己最好，
若是錯誤的決定也才不會有埋怨，也才能對自己負責。
『通常願意留下來跟你爭吵的人，才是真正愛你的人。』

有句話〈每個人天生就是不一樣〉!
這句話讓我領悟了很多事 .............
因為不一樣 ~
自然而然每個人所看的所想的也不會相同 ~
不要怪別人不夠懂你 ~
換個立場 ~
其實我們也不敢說自己有多了解他人 !!!

♥〈無聲〉♥

是一種無形最遠的距離
若能從吵架中表達出自己的想法
總比大家把話悶在心裡都不說出來的好
但千萬要避免在衝動時說出傷害對方的言語
有些話 ~
一旦說出口 ~
就很難收回了 ~

♥〈 2o 句金句良言〉♥

1 ：聊天→是增進感情！！
2 ：吵架→是多認識對方，並且學會和好及相處！
3 ：承諾→是證明這段感情要經得起考驗！！
4 ：努力→是代表妳真的對這份情很在乎！！
5 ：感動→是因為被愛，一點一滴滑過心坎裡！！！
6 ：痛苦→是絕對在乎的表現，沒有是很不尋常，有了又很苦！
7 ：自私→難免嘛 ~ 不然怎麼叫「最愛」！！！
8 ：珍惜→是因為怕失去，所以呵護著，視之為奇遇！
9 ：冷淡→是因為正在沉澱，可是不要沉過了頭嘍！！
10：思念→是因為心裡常常有著妳，這就是愛的魔力！！！
11：牽掛→是因為很愛很愛著，心跟著心愛的人跑！！
12：溫柔→是要讓愛表達的甜美，永難忘懷！！
13：撒嬌→是想要多一點呵護及在乎 ~~
14：重視→是絕對的愛情保障，沒有重視就沒有愛情！
15：在乎→是為了要愛妳，心有所屬！
16：信任→是感情維持最重要的，要一起努力做唷！
17：分享→是要讓對方多了解 ~
18：多來往→是為了讓感情更穩定，也可以避免不必要的距離！
19：打情罵俏→讓生活過的甜蜜又有趣！！
20：差別待遇→是要讓妳知道妳最重要的！！

*took this from miss kelly wong without her permission, =p

but i think it's a good thing to share..♥

♥ god bless ♥

Things that you couldn't get it back once you lost it

2010-07-13T17:02:00.001+08:00

Time - You can't the time and not letting it go, you wish you could but in fact there are not such thing as holding back time. So manage your time, make it meaningful and worth the effort your putting in whatsoever plan you're doing.

Trust - Trust is a bond between relationships. if i can trust you only i can be your friend. Therefore, making people trust you is a good thing to learn but make sure you're really that kind of "true" person.

Inspiration - you can have as many as inspiration you can get, but you won't be having the same one once you lost it. The feeling might be different, or maybe thoughts, i used to write down because human nowadays tend to forget things~

Life - you can't do whatever you want if you are dead. only by surviving on this earth may give you the chance to materialized your dream, hope, and target. Treasure your life, do not give up and fight for yourself~!

Leona Lewis - Lost Then Found lyrics | LyricsMode.com

心：避风港

2010-06-28T15:33:00.000+08:00

我，是一艘船，

那海岸很多人停靠过，

来来走走，

始终没有一只船真正留下，

我留下了，

用麻绳绑着自己，

深怕那天起风大浪的时候，

海水会把我冲离这里，

他是我的岸，

我想一直一直得待在这个岸。。。

曾经以为我牢牢地绑着就可以了，

也以为我成功把铅放到岸边的海底，

经过了时间的摧残，

我才发现，

原来我的麻绳是一个枷锁，

我绑到的是岸，而不是心，

我的铅也没能放到海底，

因为岸还想让别人停靠，

不是我这一艘船。。。

我该放了吧？

留下｡离开｡得到｡失去｡

2010-06-25T20:04:00.000+08:00

留下不代表还爱; 离开不代表不爱
得到未必是幸; 失去也未必是不幸
放弃只因为爱太深; 爱太深才对自己没把握
要用放弃做赌注. 然而若输了只因为对方不够爱你

每一个决定都是需要很大的勇气

而我还在摸索着

希望我的选择不要让我过得太失望就好

我选择。。。。。。。

Maybe

2010-06-19T13:02:00.000+08:00

Maybe i shouldn't even say anything,
Maybe i should have ask you about everything
Maybe there is not such truth in this world
Maybe i'm the one to blame
Maybe i should step away
Maybe i should sealed other's mouth
Maybe i should stop hearing
Maybe i should..................................

the hidden truth

2010-06-12T00:28:00.000+08:00

thank you my dear friend who told me the truth so that i can see the evil face of that person.

now that i have you, and the rest who always trusted me, cherish our friendship regardless which part of the world you might be in. That's the best thing for me.

As friend, we gave our heart to another person and hope that the one will protect our heart from injuries.

But in real life, there is a totally different thing.

A friend might use you and dump you aside when you're no longer useful to oneself

A friend might back stabbed you while you dun even know what is going on "behind" you.

A friend might act friendly in front of you and then scold your whole family in the back

thank you for letting me seeing the truth.

thank you for hurting me so much

thank you for giving a good lesson on get to know correct friend

thank you for all the help you're giving me previously and this is a 100% sincere one

thank you for leading me all the way and put me out of nowhere and leaving me alone

thank you for wasting your time and effort in thinking ways to defame me.

i truly thought that we'll be the best one forever.

i take you as my important in my life and now you have throw away the trust that i gave you

i still love you, just not as much as i do last time.

i can't do it because i love you more than myself, more than just a friend.

truly hope that you'll wake up one day and realize what you've doing is so wrong

i know it's kinda hard...but i still hoping for that.

i'll missed the moment we've been through even though there are flaws in the memory

A broken heart is never be sealed,

A broken friendship is never be healed.

Yes fm 93.3 DJ audition

2010-05-31T14:26:00.000+08:00

never thought of i will step in this kind of competition, without your encouragement, without your support, i won't be able to stand up the stage and present myself to the judges & public.

now that i can say i have guts, i don't mind if any of you want to laugh at me or say that i'm silly.

but i know no one gonna laugh at me, people have good heart won't laugh at me.

i'm really really grateful for what you all have done for me.

For my cousin sis Lynda, thanks for telling me about this audition, check out info for me, gave me a SG sim card so that i can easily contact my friend, all the cares and concerns you gave me...

For ma bff Sylvia Chuah & her bro, thanks for helping me, bringing me to the stage, treating me meals, wait for me during audition, wasting your whole sunday with me and also putting live update in facebook =p

For ma prince Charming Vill yen, thank you for your support, for accompany me to this far, walk the path with me.

thanks to yen ming yeap, yen ming wooi and ong seok fen (vill's siblings and sis in law) for coming.

and last but not least, all the people who send me messages, encouragement, calls and so forth. thank you all so much. you know who u are. ; )

now that all things has settled down.

i'll never walk this far without u all. i was shaky on the stage i know. i know that i've tried my best.

2010-05-26T21:41:00.000+08:00

a special one for sylvia~* i like it so much ler...hehehe

下一站，幸福~ 好看！！！！好听！！！

2010-05-26T21:33:00.000+08:00

突然想爱我已不是小孩
却像首次告白只想被你爱
突然想爱最坦然的坦白
像赤裸的脚踝舒服自在

活过来我都爱

突然明白之前的都不算爱

我都爱活过来

责无旁贷也包括你的不可爱

总是突如其来爱还让人眼界大开

原来一切值得期待

总是突如其来爱像河流进了大海

原来应该这样存在

突然想爱最温柔的覆盖
草地等到花开信手拈来
突然想爱我已不是小孩
却想被你溺爱只想被你爱

爱是耐心爱是勇气
爱是默契不言而喻
爱是上瘾爱是不可理喻
我还不了解的事

总是突如其来爱还让人眼界大开

原来一切可以忍耐

总是突如其来爱爱之所以成为爱

我在就为你的到来

唱：

周华健丁当

勇敢尝试

2010-05-24T23:09:00.000+08:00

从来没想过我会这么做，

我的勇气到底是从哪来？

你愿意陪我走这条路吗？

这个崭新的挑战是我这辈子从来没想要去实现的，

当然若可以成功是最好的。。。

就算不行了，就当作发了一场最真实的梦，

当做一个经验也是不错啊。。。我是这样说服我自己的

战战兢兢的走这一步。。。。

只希望在我彷徨无助的时候，

有个人可以陪在我身边。。静静地就好了。。。

勇敢地踏出哪一步吧！

加油，薇薇。。。只要相信就可以了。。

你会站在我身边吗？

希望我的“鸡仔”声可以有用武之地。。

"Coat (quote)" From the rain

2010-04-28T23:45:00.003+08:00

If you want the rainbow, you've got to put up with a little rain.
- Dolly Parton

move your ass now if you want something badly.
think only give you the way, action give you the output.

吃 “冰” 记 Ice Kacang memory

2010-04-27T22:32:00.007+08:00

in the movie, there are many scenes that belongs to my childhood memory
just for an example, playing the "bakuli" it's used to be my favourite game
during the time at my grandma's house play with all my cousins...

Ngee kor kor, Lun, MeiMei Hooi chen, Hooi Ling, wen yee, and me of course.

then drawing boxes on the sandy ground, i remember there are many types of game we invented or perhaps somebody else did.
we just have so many thing to play with.
there is so much fun during the day when we're still kids.
bath together, sleep together, eat together, play together, even poo poo also together...

i still remember we ride bicycle around the area (batu kawan and tambun is our territory)
the time will never come by once again...
it will only be in our mind. just like Ice Kacang Puppy Love...
the sweet memory will remain in his heart but not in going to happen once again.

one of the theory sounds so true to me XD
# kids easily forget things. today they fight ,tomorrow they friend again.
me and cousin used to fight too...
i'm always the one who cried then after awhile back to "nothing happens"...
Yeap, i still love u my cousinsSSsSSsSs....
this is my kampung childhood memory that nowadays kids hardly have,
it's kinda pathetic when i see kids now playing video games and handphone during the age where they can get better memories like us.

Question: time made human this way or human made themselves this way?

i'm grateful to have such good memories with me...
thank god i'm born in the year that kampung life still "affordable"
i missie those moments ~*
do watch this movie...support local movies & production...it's indeed a good one for me ~*

thoughts of the day

2010-04-22T02:49:00.002+08:00

We forget that forgiveness is greater than revenge. People make mistakes.

We are allowed to make mistakes. But the actions we take while in a rage will haunt us forever.

Pause and ponder. Think before you act. Be patient. Forgive & forget. Love one and all.

to forgive is to let go a stone in your heart, or else your heart will be overloaded one day.

不问自取

2010-04-09T11:09:00.002+08:00

下次拿东西的时候可以问过人家的同意吗？

不是自己的东西，就算是别人交给你也不可以这样拿来用啊。。

过分。。。！！！！

我发泄完了。。

谢谢。。。

孤单

2010-04-04T23:09:00.003+08:00

孤单是一个人的狂欢，
狂欢是一群人的孤单。

在"叶子"里的这句歌词，
总是盘旋在我脑海里。
我害怕孤单，
不喜欢寂寞的感觉，

我不能
一个人逛街
一个人看电影
一个人去旅行
一个人孤零零的感觉

有人说，一个人也可以过得很精彩。。
我做不到。。
偶尔有些私人时间还算过得去。。
一直一个人呆着。。。
我会受不了。。

所以我讨厌被人放鸽子。。。
可是就是常常被人放鸽子。。。讨厌。。。
最近，
我也放了一个人的鸽子，
感觉很不好受。。
我清楚知道那种感觉。。
要跟他陪个不是。。。
对不起哦~*

答应了就要办到，
不许耍赖。。
固执的我，
真的拿自己没办法。。

轮到我宝贝儿子出场咯~*

vabbit 出游记

躲进电视柜

累了就睡到像猪那样。。

看见妈妈就立刻冲到笼门。。。

面“门”思过

车内趴趴走。。

swell~*

2010-04-02T23:22:00.002+08:00

can't believe my "pretty" face could become like this...T^T
swelling eye really can make me ugly...
teruknya....

when can it be cure...no more swelling can bo?
tmr can cure?
i'm in such a pain...

mask should be helping in relieving my pain...
so mask-ing now....

i'm like a old aunty now...dun look at me like that...
shoot u...!!!!

简句深意

2010-03-23T12:30:00.003+08:00

不要让我学着不在乎，当我不再在乎，你再也不是我的谁了。

世界上有很多东西可以让我去在乎，我选择了在乎你，

表示你在我心中有一定的地位，表示你是我想关心的人。

如果我选了放手，应该就不会回头。

或许放开了就是一片海阔天空.....

philosophy of the day- trust

2010-03-14T22:55:00.003+08:00

Trust is building on a bond of honesty
where people can fully believing in one's word or action

The more you lie, the more lie you have to tell to cover your previous lies.

Trust is where people doing what they said and not the other way round.

Trust will come into relationship when both parties are honest.
if it's not, in the end of the day this relationship shall be a broken string.

you can hide it once but you can't hide it forever if you have done something.
one of these day, it will still come out and give you big surprise
because the person you're lying to will find out the truth itself.

Be true to me, Be honest to me
and yes i'm sensitive today~

To my friends~

2010-03-13T12:03:00.002+08:00

To My Friends Who Are...........SINGLE 給我單身朋友們 Love is like a butterfly. The more you chase it, the more it eludes you. But 愛就像一隻蝴蝶。越要追牠，卻越要逃避。 if you just let it fly, it will come to you when you least expect it. Love can 如果就隨牠自由的飛，牠會在你最不注意時飛向你。 make you happy but often it hurts, but love's only special when you give it 愛使人快樂，卻常傷害人。但只有在你把愛給了一個真正值得付出的人時，是最珍貴的。 to someone who is really worth it. So take your time and choose the best. 所以，花點時間去選擇最好的他 /她吧

To My Friends Who Are............NOT SO SINGLE 給我那不是單身的朋友們Love isn't about becoming somebody else's 'perfect person.' It's about 愛不能使他 /她成為一個 '完美的人 ' finding someone who helps you become the best person you can be. 它卻可以使你找到一個幫你成長的他 /她

To My Friends Who Are............PLAYBOY/GIRL TYPE 給我玩世不恭的朋友們 Never say 'I love you' if you don't care. Never talk about feelings if they 如果你不在乎，不要說 '我愛你 '。如果他們不在時，不要討論自已的感受 aren't there. Never touch a life if you mean to break a heart. Never look 不要涉足會使他人心碎的生活。 in the eye when all you do is lie. The cruelest thing a guy can do to a girl is 說謊時，不要看著眼睛。 to let her fall in love when he doesn't intend to catch her fall and it works 最殘忍的事莫過於男人讓女人愛他，卻是逢場作戲。反之亦然 … both ways...

To My Friends Who Are............MARRIED 給我已婚的朋友們 Love is not about 'it's your fault', but 'I'm sorry.' Not 'where are you', 不要老是說 '這是你的錯 '，何不說說 '對不起 '。 but 'I'm right here.' Not 'how could you', but 'I understand.' Not 'I 不要老是問 '你去哪裡了 '，何不說說 '我就在這兒等著你 '。不要老是問 '你怎麼會這麼作？ '，何不說說 '我了解你 '。 wish you were', but 'I'm thankful you are.' 不要老是說 '我希望你這麼做 '，何不說說 '我感謝你的一切 '。

To My Friends Who Are............ENGAGED 給我那已訂婚的朋友們The true measure of compatibility is not the years spent together but how 要真正衡量包容心，不是看在一起幾年了，而是要看彼此的敬愛 good you are for each other.

To My Friends Who Are............HEARTBROKEN 給我心碎的朋友們Heartbreaks last as long as you want and cut as deep as you allow them to 心碎的時間和傷害的深度，完全取決於你自已。 go. The challenge is not how to survive heartbreaks but to learn from them. 難的是，如何從中學習，而不是從傷痛中爬起。

To My Friends Who Are............NAIVE 給我所有天真的朋友們 How to be in love: Fall but don't stumble, be consistent but not too 要如何戀愛？ --就愛吧。不要欲言又止；要互相協調，不要太固執； persistent, share and never be unfair, understand and try not to demand, 要分享，且千萬不要有不公平；要了解，別命令； and get hurt but never keep the pain. 受傷後不要再記恨。

To My Friends Who Are............POSSESSIVE 給我積極的朋友們It breaks your heart to see the one you love happy with someone else but 看到你所愛的他 /她和其他人很快樂使你心碎 it's more painful to know that the one you love is unhappy with you. 但知道你所愛的他 /她是和你在一起不快樂，令人更加的傷心。

To My Friends Who Are.............AFRAID TO CONFESS 給我害怕去承認的朋友們Love hurts when you break up with someone. It hurts even more when 當你和他 /她分手時，愛受到傷害 someone breaks up with you. But love hurts the most when the person you 當他 /她和你分手時，更是傷痛 love has no idea how you feel. 但傷害最深的是你所愛的他 /她完全無法了解你的感受

To My Friends Who Are............STILL HOLDING ON 給我那還在等待的朋友們A sad thing about life is when you meet someone and fall in love, only to 人生最傷心的事，是你和他 /她愛情長跑了多年，最後的結局卻不如所望。 find out in the end that it was never meant to be and that you have wasted years on someone who wasn't worth it. If he isn't worth it now he's not ' 如果他/ 她現在讓你覺得不值得付出，那麼一年，甚至十年後，都不會值得付出的。 going to be worth it a year or 10 years from now. Let go..... 讓他 /她走吧

TO ALL MY FRIENDS....... 給我所有的朋友們 My wish for you is a man/women whose love is honest, strong, mature, 我竭誠祝福你們愛著一個誠實、強壯、成熟、衷心、有衝勁、保護你、積極、值得付出和無私的他 /她。 never-changing, uplifting, protective, encouraging, rewarding and unselfish.

Big project ~*

2010-03-13T00:15:00.003+08:00

i spend more than 3 days in doing a house model...
consider a 3D kind of house model...
and the outcome was the one that i expected...
not that kind of look...but it's still look nice...
took a few photos..will upload soon...
then u'll know what i'm busying on these couple of days...
finally the output is ready to be delivered...
and it cost RM200...definitely the money is not going into my pocket...

spend like 2 days in getting the ideas on drawing the flat plan,
then calculating the measurements are like doing almost for the whole week,
1 thing change, others thing have to change the measurements also...
headache, hope my white hair doesn't pop up...

the next thing is our annual dinner is finally here...

and guess what, we're having singing competition..and i'm in...XD
so embarrasing...chi cham nia...
cincai sing then come down stage can d...
hmm... tmr is the day...and i haven't touch my assignment...
sien i'm like almost whole week work over time till 9 sth....
tired like sial... and i haven't upload my photos cos i haven't done editing...
i know i'm slow..but you'll like the outcome...so wait up...k?
and today is my 3 friend's bday...
wanted to dedicate my greeting to them...

happy birthday to Joanne

happy birthday to Joan

and happy birthday to Liang kor kor...

i ❤ all of u...muacks

Miao Miao Trip

2010-03-08T23:42:00.003+08:00

Quite an interesting trip knew some new friends ran around the area...i mean visited there are a few interesting part which are so different with the place i'm living

Fact 1: whenever you're driving in Kuching, don't ever horn the other vehicles if you're not armed with weapons... this is because they assume that horn another vehicle means you're pissing off and wanna have "war"...so don't try this at Kuching or else u're gonna be beaten by the person u horned. This is also why Kuching is kinda quiet place to stay... Penang is like so full of horn noise...if penang is like kuching, then there will be millions of fights around the island...

Fact 2: there is no people sitting in the public transport as i can see...and their public transport is like older than your mama or perhaps papa...lolx... my bro-in-law said that people here are too rich, so there will rather buy a car then sitting in the public transport. in my thoughts, so kuching's air pollution is worse than penang then....everyone is driving their own car... Penang still running a good business with the public transport...although i hardly use public transport...but as i can see, there is alot of people in penang using public transport unlike kuching 1 or 2 people in the bus.

Fact 3: they don't use their car signal...even police also like that... u can hardly see car signal on when they are making a turn or so forth. although penangite are also like that but still penangite using it sometimes.... so better watch out...
Fact 4: there will be no speed limit for Kuching i guess...they are driving quite slow...they won't even move their backside even if they are driving slow or blocking the faster car behind. *remember: they cannot horn*
"penang ppl drive like mad" is the comment come from outsider's mouth. i agree on this point. cos i am too sometimes literally...lolx

Fact 5: their night life is kinda boring comparing to penang. their club is kinda erm small in dimension... but their shops are quite organised. shoes are with shoes, clothes are with clothes, club with club, bank with bank... saw quite a few big bootie girl in the club, cos i'm on the 2nd floor...hehe...sounds like i'm HAMSAP GUY wei...

Fact 6: their wantan mee is like skinny type of maggi mee...and extremely Big portion...i can't finish 1 bowl by myself...i will sure vomit everything out if i take 1 bowl by myself...but kinda dry. one thing in common between penang and kuching is they also got alot of kopitiam like penang. hawker stall food...nice and cheap. P/S: there is one special drink at Kuching which is 3-coloured milk tea, you can try it out. not bad...

Vong's family is so nice to us...free accommodation, free transportation, free tour guide, everything is free except those souvenir we're buying for our own friends... i bought for friends and colleagues but not for myself...i got nothing for myself T_T but luckily i got my bday present in advance from Jason Vong and Eric Vong. thanks for the pressie, was surprised you guys bought that for me and viwyne. Thanks alot for everything.

That's all that i can remember for right now...should be more but i can't recall... will upload photos after done editing. wait for it then...facebook i mean of cos...

TMD unfair world

2010-03-04T22:55:00.003+08:00

why someone get something that one's not deserving that particular thing and we should say one is lucky?

and

why in such a way people tried so hard to get something that one should have already possess long time ago but still couldn't get the thing is unlucky?

in this world, there is no such a thing called fair...

IMPO, what you get is what people don't get....

nobody has everything perfect in their life

but still we have to live with the unfair world until our last breath

fair and square is just a bullshit word...

fair and lovely got alot in shopping centre...(indian and malay ladies should know)

sien-ness till the max...

"don't think so much, it's fate that make your life like this..."

pi pi pa pi pu...

sigh...

leaving penang tomorrow...am gonna miss u B

am gonna miss u too dear, and am gonna miss u darling,

am gonna miss u honey, and blah blah....

*again, IGNORE ME....

#Victionary of the day

1. IMPO - in my personal opinion

2. sien-ness - boredom

i'm addicted

2010-03-04T00:53:00.002+08:00

it's been 3 days consecutively i edit my photos then upload here and there....

this 2 are the last for tonight....

oyasuminasai

with love,

Vivi ~♥

upside down

2010-03-03T23:50:00.006+08:00

my blog has become a mess ever since i update blog once awhile...

blog post incident all the dates running backward...

now i run back to CNY gathering

this is the 2nd year sylvia chuah go to singapore to work...and 1st year she come back for CNY

held a gathering @ autocity with them

16th was the day

day time we go to each other's houses to get ang pauSSssSsSs....

visited 10 houses for the day

had really great time

but the weather is really driving me crazy....

hot till...... cannot tahan...

evening everyone go home get ready

head to autocity BED,

chilling there, chit chat, play game, cam-whoring...

it's been so long ever since dunno when d...

i wanna sing " i feel good~ ta da ta da da..."

XD...ignore me please....

lolx

enjoy the photos~

kawaii cat

2010-03-03T01:16:00.007+08:00

went to one of the malay food shop for supper few days ago,
that was the time when they all are having OT...
i'm just a kepo who go and help them....

1st pose : sleep like nobody's business XD

2nd pose: "why look at me like that" looked

3rd pose: hmp...! dun wan choi you!

4th pose: " everybody say kung fu fighting huuk haak..."

5th pose: i bo lat liao...dun kacau me...

B - bday ♥

2010-03-03T00:30:00.003+08:00

his bday became the day which i lied the most in 2010....
for the surprise party,
i lied about this and that,
just to cover-up my surprise....

trying to act nothing
heart beating fast whole day...
excited cos i'm gonna give him a surprise and also i'm going back to class on the same day..

thanks to Mr. Soo teng kee in helping me think of the ways of not letting him go out on the night.
thanks to yen khee in fetching him home from work
thanks to faye who support me and buy another cake for him, thanks along ming wui too...
thanks to liang and bali who supported me also
thanks to lay im who help me deliver my heart-shaped cake to his house

after work, rush to class,
didn't manage to talk to many people also...was late =p
after class, drift back to juru autocity to buy him dinner (Mcd)
reach his house @ 10.25..
i tell the rest to come @ 10.30...so i'm still sweating during the time they come...
Sing him a bday song, make a wish in a blink of an eye,
photography session is on-going...
cut the cake...makan!!!!!
just a simple surprise...
hope he really like it...
i do what i can do...for you

for more photos, please click the link below:
http://www.facebook.com/?ref=home#!/photo.php?pid=11404206&id=528430071

L♥ ve you,

♥ Vivi♥

Heart Dis Die jor~

2010-02-24T11:31:00.002+08:00

why are u leaving me so fast?

is it that u have heart attack?

but i keep u with me so nicely....

not even a scratch on ur body....

why i can't access you anymore~

my files, photos, artwork, videos and most importantly assignment are all inside u neh...

please la...dun die...

u die liao how i survive?

u know i can't live without u...T^T

please come alive, come back to me~

一篇说出“我的心声”的文章

2010-02-20T15:29:00.002+08:00

可能有很多人已经看过这篇文章，
我倒觉得这篇文章百分之百表达出我的心里话。。。
男人可能不懂，女人的心里。。。
看了，男人应该可以理解一些些头绪。。

♥女孩的心聲♥

你可知道
要女人清晨醒來
淩亂的面對一個愛的人
是需要有很大的勇氣

你可知道
當女人被男人
脫去自己的衣服
一絲不掛的在他面前
是需要多少的愛

你可知道
女人為什麼會背朝你睡
因為她不喜歡看你的背影
如果你以後抱著她睡
她會安心一整個晚上

你可知道
女人把每一次的愛情
當作是初戀
也是這輩子最後一個來愛

你可知道
女人那麼愛吃醋不是因為不相信你
而是你在她心中太美好
她不希望這種美好倒映在別的女人眼中

你可知道
深愛你的女人在沖你發火以後
自己卻轉身不斷啜泣

你可知道
當女人頂著哭花的臉
走在街上
不管是不是有人在看她時
她的心已經快要死了

你可知道
她只會對她愛的男人嘮叨
也只會對她在乎的人耍性子

你可知道
她的任性她的壞脾氣
其實都只是在對你撒嬌
希望你更重視她

你可知道
假若她不愛你
她根本不會對你發火
不會希望你去哄她
更不會為你掉眼淚
因為她不愛的人沒那本事

你可知道
當你離開她
留下她獨自一人
她有多大的期待和恐懼

而這一切都只是因為她愛你
而這一切都因為你還不夠懂她

女人知道太多不該知道的事情
男人不知道太多該知道的事情
於是，你們爭吵，你認為她脾氣不好，她認為你不夠遷就她……
於是，你們冷戰，你以為她沒有完全接受你，她以為你不在乎她……

請給她一個擁抱一個吻，用你的擁抱你的吻去化解她心裏的悲傷和眼角的淚水。
因為她只是害怕你的冷漠、轉身和安靜。。。。。。。。。。

兩個深愛的人在一起，就要
互相包容，互相理解，互相體諒，互相信任，
否則當你們真正失去時將會遺憾終生。。。。。。
否則美好的未來也就在你們自己手中泯滅了！。。。。。。

Day on DrugSssss

2010-02-09T16:15:00.003+08:00

virus, germs, bacteria all come in one shot
the result: sick

i'm on drug today. Not an addict.
i'm forced to take, somebody save me from being addicted by those virus, germ and bacteriaSss

ever since Oct 2008, i've fallen sick for every twice a month...
this is the side effect of the operation i guess...
body not strong enough...

every 2 months i will sick once...normal sickness like flu, sore throat, fever, cough, diarrhea...
as in it's normal sickness but still i'm suffering...
hate it when i'm feeling sick..

but i can't help me...
mine has to be mine....i can't get rid of it...

not working today...
drugs are making me sleepy...
3 times a day...med time...tik tok tik tok....

@_@

vivi,
the non-drug addict.

徘徊

2010-02-05T22:28:00.002+08:00

我只好假装我听不到
听不到别人口中的她好不好
再不想问也不想被通知到
反正你的世界我管不了
若不想问若不想被通知到
就把祝福留在街角~

这首戴佩妮唱的街角的祝福，

不知为何一直在我脑海里徘徊了一整天。。

脑里的每一个细胞应该都腻了吧。。。

简直是快疯了。。。

虽然有那么一点的感触，

还是想停下这首歌。。。

因为戴佩妮应该累了吧。。。

在我脑里徘徊了那么多回。。。

无聊。。。

感情计算机

2010-01-26T23:47:00.002+08:00

感情可以计算吗？

那到底要用什么来衡量呢？

花在对方身上的钱？

花在想念对方的时间？

花在如何可以让对方幸福的精神？

还是根本没有一样东西可以拿来衡量。。。？

我只知道我的付出绝不比你少，

我的压力更加少不了，

只希望我的努力你能看到，

懂不懂珍惜我真的不知道，

在我眼里，你现在的举动只会把我推得更远，

我想说的应该只有这些，

真心的道歉是我希望得到的，

但是

道歉我看你应该也觉得没必要。。

算了，我很累了，真的累了。。。。。。

❤深思熟虑❤

2010-01-20T00:18:00.002+08:00

第一句

　 如果我们之间有1000步的距离
　　
　　你只要跨出第1步
　　
　　我就会朝你的方向走其余的999步
　　
　　第二句
　　
　　通常愿意留下来跟你争吵的人
　　
　　才是真正爱你的人
　　
　　第三句
　　
　　付出真心　才会得到真心
　　
　　却也可能伤得彻底
　　
　　保持距离　就能保护自己
　　
　　却也注定永远寂寞
　　
　　第四句
　　
　　有时候　不是对方不在乎你
　　
　　而是你把对方看得太重
　　
　　第五句
　　
　　朋友就是把你看透了　还能喜欢你的人
　　
　　第六句
　　
　　就算是believe　中间也藏了一个lie
　　
　　 第七句
　　
　　真正的好朋友
　　
　　并不是在一起就有聊不完的话题
　　
　　而是在一起　就算不说话
　　
　　也不会感到尴尬
　　
　　第八句
　　
　　没有一百分的另一半
　　
　　只有五十分的两个人
　　
　　第九句
　　
　　为你的难过而快乐的　是敌人
　　
　　为你的快乐而快乐的　是朋友
　　
　　为你的难过而难过的
　　
　　就是那些　该放进心里的人
　　
　　第十句
　　
　　冷漠　有时候并不是无情
　　
　　只是一种避免被伤害的工具

本人觉得这十句话很有深度，很有意思。认真去思考，你会得到意想不到的收获。

❤Vivi❤